Penatai pom enam baruh pan disambut serta diperami baka sida pom empat mega. Sekali tu ngelakka sida pom enam atas aja tajapan bisi ampit di bai bala sida Mathew, Vincent, Juan, Jeff, Ngerong, Nawan enggau Maharif!!! Semadi rindu belalai diselepak bandir ehh. Adat serta pengawa ragging bakatu ukai utai ti baru ba Tanjung Lobang; ukai pulaika penguntung tang pulaika pengeransi enggau pemedis lalu laban nembiak ti agi muda baru lanjau baru ngangkatka diri dara, tak enda berasai ngembuan ati deka bebalas dendam..Nah dendam punya dendam..nama pengujung deh..ukai nya ulih tikalka kitai..enti baka Monika the groundsman nepan basikal nyamai meh nyuruh ia nikal pulai ngagai pun jalai. Ngujungka bala sekeda tu kena 'tangkap' bala pengajar lalu di ukum.
Pengawa bakatu nyeliah magi mensia ngagai dua bengkah, chelum enggau putih; jai enggau manah aja. Enda sebaka meh perening iching leka mata kitai mensia laban ti enda sama; iya ti juling tak ngeliling perening; iya ti buta enchelak enda meda. Aki Gerubi endang dipeda nyelai laban penyai ngembuan ulah enda manah, manchal serta berani bedilah enda ditanchang bejaku nadai betagang. Sigi kinggar par par munyi nitar pambar mangka tau ningkar; pur pur munyi guntur belaya betempur. Enti urang bukai tebilang pandai dipuji manah ulah tau nyadi mensia anak petara megai dunya; aki gerubi tak pandai bepisin ngelalin di puji jai worth mentioned. Mayuh mega bala kami serambau ti takar di tanggar laban ulah enti enda manah..ku urang tang mayuh mega urang tak bedau ngelala anak mensia udah nemu, udah ngembuan anak runding ti mutus ngumbai. Bisi kami nyekat ngelampat? Nope..I surely think not! Laban kitai mensia, indu enggau lelaki tu diberi untak bepikir mikir naka peneka kitai empu. Nadai adat saum sempekat nyekat ti udah ditemu aku enda nyuruh ngetan enda ngasuh kitai ngempuruka pikir. Tu meh dikumbai aku court of public opinion...kut pechara jeling leka mata bala segerempung bansa! Laban kami ti ngembuan ulah nyelai..let it be for the time being...nyadi lalau nyadi tenggau; penti pemali anang niti andau bekau kami jaku nuju bala kita ti dudi. Reality check..enti enda kami enti nadai begitu begini..there surely be somebody else..somebody...enda pia? Nadai ngawa ngambika nyadi tangkai tandan buah tebasau rumbau; nyadi tawing kaling pangan teladan lebuh ngigau!
Ari tu mega bepun meh utai ti enda manah betampung bundung baka baris sengkilung tali enda putus putus datai ka penudi. Pengawa begulai enggau pangan diri sesama sekula pan nyau nyelai laban urang ti 'manah' nyau nyeliahka diri ari nembiak ti 'jai'. Ba mata aku, kitai tu semua sama..laban tiap tiap iku ti ngembuan pemanah ulah bisi penyalah enggau penyai lalu pia mega tiap tiap iku kitai ti jai endang bisi ngembuan pemanah. Semina jam enggau maya ulih nentuka utai bakatu laban pagila lusa kitai enda ulih meda. Enti kitai ulih meda, dunya kitai udah nyamai ari kelia..enda pia?
Pendiau pan nyau mega lain asai laban bala pengajar nyau bepilih kasih magi bala. Ti manah nya nyau di sagu baka ti nyaguka pemenang mangkuk pirak dunya. Ti jai nya nyau di tatuk di ukir di chap parasite, vagabond, waste, sik guna, chelaka, penyamun, bangsat, mat bodoh, lanun, evildoers, and all devil forsaking names tattoed to their foreheads. Ka ngukir ba burit semadi bala anak mensia ti betanchut bechawat chap krokodil deh..enti enda ..hmm I wouldn't be tekenyit at all. In many ways, utai bakatu meh alai kitai ngelala pengajar..who's who among pengajar....but who were we, the students, to judge! Bah sebedau aku tama masuk pangking nyengkubang ngerituk ambai lalai darling kita, aku enggai enda madah ka kita ti ampit dikumbai pengajar..ukai semua bakatu bakanya..tang bisi, sigi bisi..tu semina iching perening ari anak tungging melungging suis keremping aja. Ukai nama ngenang tang ngambika kitai sama tau nemu ari ati anak nembiak ti suah dipangka nasit baka tu. Jai enggau manah, kitai mensia tu ngembuan perasaan ku melayu.... Anang agi kitai mensia; indah ga tekuyung nemu malu; indah singa nemu ganas garang; indah kera ga nemu betanda ketawa! Mayuh kebuah meh nya!! Enti nadai kebuah kitai bepengidup nadai bereti enggau tuju serta nadai penunga deh!!Nya meh kitai belalauka pangan diri:- enti tikal panchar kitai nadai,bepengidup kitai puang; enti pengidup kitai nadai ,tikal panchar kitai buta! Simply, reflection without life is emptiness; life without reflection is blindness!!Anang enda ngenang tu enti bisi ati deka macha utai dikarang betampung ke baruh. Mayuh mega pengajar kami di Tanjung Lobang maya tu tak bebuaika mata 'jai' segantang ngambika 'puang' raga di sandik dema lalu disi enggau ti 'manah'. Sigi gaya iya meh nya 'ngambi isi ngair igi' tang meh udah agih kitai mensia, ain't that right Cikgu Jamit Ajok! Enda pia iya Cik Siti Khatijah..yes you whom I will blog late later ba Pintu Dunya Aki Gerubi raja ponteng tiap hari tu ahh hahahaha..never mind me..take good care of the others whomever maybe!!Mr. Ang tu enda ibuh dikenang agi..no student was good enough for him!!Lau Ung Ngie..hmmm a joke from New Zealand!! All he cared about was the number of ukoi ulih tangkap iya ..so proud of that figures nyuruh ia ngantung berita nangkap ukoi ba papan tanda sekula besari sari..and how many students he could punished just to show his superiority I guess being a new teacher with less authority ...I am assuming lah so sue me. Enti iya tu as landik nangkap ukoi as maya ngajar mathematic aduhh mathematic would be as easy as 1, two, 3...Umbas nya..galau ka maya bukai ehh..Bisi mega bala pengajar ti manah..this year..bala sida Cikgu Awalludin, Cikgu Beduie Uni, Cikgu Naimuddin, Mr. Ong, Mr. Koh, Mr. Poh, Miss Helen enggau Mr. Laing enggau Daud kubu..Pengajar ti amai amai tau dikumbai pengajar nemu ngaluska pengasar sepur batu pasir...lalu anak sekula pan nemu mega betarit asur meri tabi basa..laban nemu whenever there are manah one..there must be some jai one lah. Cikgu Adi should know this having MA lalu bisi saptiket of education enda pia? Anang tak lalu engkechit meh assume gold will be golden forever. Enti ngembuan penyakit tu tau ngujung ka kitai ass-u- me deh. You oldies were really something else! Most were overly ambitious as their students, but we were all guided by principle of reasons..as man has been since the dawn of history...since Socrates argued his case before the ancient Athenians! Meri besai terima kasih nuju kita bala pengajar ti bisi ampit 'ngajar' aku dalam kelas, bisi ampit ngukum aku, bisi nasit betuah nangkap aku, betundi enggau aku laban enti nadai kita..peninggi serta penegap peransang ngemansang kediri empu engka kurang although bisi sekeda kita nya tak nyelai mimit, tak enggai ditanya maya bepansa; enggai alai bepinta enti bisi sempit tulang rusuk sendat seput ensuruk. Nama kebuah? Allow me to find out a lil' more. Hahhah Thingy ain't right without investigation ya. Enggai dikumbai betempaka cherita deka ngarang iya..simpan dulu dalam sengkuna aki naga betanduk. Ngajihka bala ti udah dichelak enggau nama 'jai' tu ila bepeluang nyadi pengajar lalu ulih ngajar diri ngaluska utai bakatu. Iya ti 'manah' arapka kita nemu angkat enti udah teterap tetugam mua bangkam. Why oh why tang utai tu ngajar diri empu udah datai maya kitai besai tuai. Betaun taun ngetanka nama enti deka manah; engkijap sekejap mata enti deka jai. Neither will it cease nor will it go away for the next remaining years of my stay..tak beleman amai ga utai bakanya neh! The anticipated change few students had talked about nyau datai!!
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enda ampit tama form 6 aku suba. udah seminggu register ba ITM(au maya nya agi ITM) baru orang form 6 ngerigster diri...hehehehe enda nemu la aku bakani ulah orang maya form 6.
GT, the teacher's names are all familiar of course. Ang, no need to say; well-known. Lau, well-known head of the dog-squad! Cikgu Awalludin,used to hear my good friend June sing praises of him,he taught Malay literature,our year. I took English Lit. so was taught by Ms Helen Chua. Some of them were pretty decent; like our class eacher, Pn Aziah. Some as you recollect, but guess those experinces spurred us on though some of the feelings were negative at that time! Cheers.
Aki Gubi,
Nama rita? Rindu maca cerita nuan ahh! Eh aku dah nemu ka blog music video from YouTube. Very easy! Eheheh.. Until then bye Aki Gubi! God Bless!
GR, huhmmm rugi dek kaban enda ampit pom enam!! Hhahaha taun berapa dik ba ITM? Mayuh macham ulah anak mensia neh!
Podgee maam, I realized those decent few weren't able to say much but devoted their times to teaching subjects of their choice equally well. My time was more rugged, undulating, and wavy than of those former students. The unity deteriorated as we approached seniority..so divided that there were cliques so obvious we knew would be disruptive! Some were made scapegoats although almost in all thick of thingies I knew some were very very innocent..couldn't kill a fly so to speak. Myself, haiaya I made myself available to whatever lah..Mr. Daud Kubu even wrote in my school magazine that before he left that "I literally see why school is a joke to Dickson and the gang." Looking back, he was on the money, true in his observation.
But ya..my blog is more of an examination than a speculation guided merely by principle of reasons which regulate my undertanding of things, excite my sentiments,and which in turn tickles me to approve and disapprove subjects,action or behaviours...As abstract and even unintelligible as they may seem..ya..vice and virtue, beauty and deformity..human curiosity lah katakan...generality of mankind I guess! If I may, the common error was only examining the whole from one perspective only, that was from the educators perspective..never from the mind and action of the students...and thus exist the danger of stereotyping. In my case, it got worse before it got better!! I'll take it hehehe...with stride and pride. Hmmmm..ya enough said lah.
Uchu Kumang, it's as easy as abc keladi dalam hutan ehh..Nice to know you like reading negativity ari lempuang aki gerubi. Wait...more to come tau nyuruh nuan nyumpah nyembur aki gerubi laban aki gerubi ukai nembiak ti patut enggau begulai, ukai nembiak ti patut dititihka..many many moons ago bisi non-chatter madahka one of the chatters aki gerubi tu ukai urang ti patut enggau begulai// hahaha...I will mention his name in my blog later hahaha engka iya bisi ngembuan pengeransi kini laban aki gerubi lebih hensem and got he wished for kelia kini hehehehe. Later..
Cheers ya'll.
Aki Gubi,
I dun judge ppl based on their past story. As we learnt from our past mistakes and that make us more matured, more robust, more wiser. During school time, yup! i can say that im clean from breaking school's rules. Good student in school, hehehe. But how good is good? How long I can be good girl.? Will i be good forever? I'll never know that.. Nobody knows. Uhmm let God do the rest.
Until then, mupok lok.
Uchu Kumang, mine is simply blast from the past, and it's rather difficult to make judgement for no one really knows what's in a man's mind. Make no mistake, break all rules then walk with the rules!! I broke all kinds of school rules..name it I tested it. In my very opinion, there's no good or bad students as each and everyone is equally unique in transcending senses to thoughts or ideas, but perception is worth mentioned. udah nasit udah selatan is taking on a different course for now.
Mupok dulu..
Groovy - u r contributing any articles to the Iban magazines here? I like the flow of your stories it would be good reading :) Now we have various magazines here to print those thoughts of yours :) maioh sempama dikena nuan is worth recording :) unless u clamp down some copyright clauses here :)
Igat Des, I haven't thought about contributing to Iban magazines seriously. My writing is purely based on observations and experiences tang laban aku milih walking along the edge, it can be easily misunderstood. Most of them are sarcastic and rebellious in nature tajapan pan truth enggau falsehood tu in the eyes of beholder, enda pia. So long anyone can benefit from it..baka peransang and the like..nadai ngachau enti deka publish iya. Afterall, my intention is not to encourage anyone to follow the footstep tang rather analyse it.. Use whatever is useful enda pia. Do not have any objection if someone wishes to flash it in some Iban magazine so long nobody gets in trouble. Aki gerubi can handle that.
Cheers..be good, play good, work good, and enjoy good lah.
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