Betuah serta benasit laban bisi endu JRD ti selalu ngimbai duduk nyuntai, nyeringgang gali nelentang. Nuan meh siku endu dara tampun puji sempama baka engkerurai ambai sari engkeruri merindang ati. Besari sari bemalam malam ngenang lalu nanya dalam ati kebuah diri bangat kelalu menyati diri muai jam masau seput pagila lusa tau ngujungka pendiau melechut melusut melunggang tunsang. Enda piga iga menyati diri baka ti dikelaungka enda di ajar enggai enda idup nyelai. Enda ninga nemu di? Ehhhh engka pengeliat diteruju pengerindu ti mengkang meruan bisi, engka agi deka idup setaun dua meh nya deh endu dara lawa ti nyadi ranting pengering tulang belakang. Ka pen enda mansang nyingkang belama , nikal surut undang ga enggai nyadi laban ai udah nyadi kemi asi udah nyadi tai. Engka bakatu meh bala sekeda kitai mensia tak nemu ngakun jampat sebun sebun madahka diri ' I give up'. Naka penyamai meh kitai mensia tak ngetu nyeru madahka diri badu aku. Tang runding bakatu nadai tumbuh dalam darah aku taja pan bisi mansa ngelansa sekali dua ngeliling akal kira. I had more than just a lil' tiny bit left to prove regardless sapa, nama, kebuah, bakatu, bakanya, ari ni penatai aku, enggau tanya pinta bukai mega taja pan pendiau enda menuku, enda senuyuh, enda baka anak asi apai, anak keling indai ti mereti nemu ngasi enda engkeretik baka pentik enda memunyi. Kera dulu kelia ari umur baru ngelala duri penyati penebak dunya dikumbai orang engkerutak tanah richah richah mulut buar meletup pambar deh. "Umbas agi, danu urang nuan lagi. Lelak ninga nama kita dipansutka urang ngereja tu nya," ku endu JRD ngelalau aki Gerubi kelia. If there was one thing....I realised nemu ga ningaka jaku tangkan urang..enti ka!!! Nemu ga betagang nagang pangan diri enda bakatu bakanya. Benasit ka endu JRD ti berani ati ngembing nemu ngiring maya untak begirau isin engkurak runding. For that, terima kasih kali kedua laban nuan sulu ambai lawa udah ngelala ari leka mata, udah nemu sepuh enggau kambuh siku anak timpang.
Nuan meh wai dara ti ngansak aki gerubi betelai enggau bup world history, geography, etc maya ngelusu enggai kiruh muka selambar dua. "Belajar gi kitak eh. Ne soalan spot cikgu? Jangan di tandah eh," ku nuan suba maya nuan ngemataka kami tiga sekaban duduk ba beranda nunga ka tasik china selatan chuit chuit nginsap nepuk kerengit ku jaku maya pagi hari. "Weekend tok bah..anang irau di emak," ku kaban aku siku ti besai serta tegap gamal ari Mukah nya. My Dalat friend was the quiet one hahahaa. Ari leka jaku nuan enggau kaban serambau ti bukai ngansak bakanya meh nyuruh bala enda bangat tinggal ngenyauh nya. Tuansipol baru tu could care less!!! What he didn't see, didn't know wasn't his business. He was there to earn a living..ngiga nerepung opportunities for his immediate future. Now the other one, his assistant, pieeee "semina rindu nangkap 'couples' aja," ku bala deh..wearing the pants without having one. Endu JRD and friends, thank you terima kasih ari diatu nyentuk ka sebayan aku simpan pemanah, penyayau, pengasih, enggau semua utai ti udah di beri kita.
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pama jamah kita kelia neh kaban,mulai ke pengingat...galur
apoo tuai bala amat meh indu dara JRD nya..hehehe
Unggal Galur: Kelia deh nya kaban..diatu nama ti di anjung agi heheheheee..ngemataka orang aja meh nya.
Wis: Yes sir tang betuah bisi iya..enti nadai apoooo engka pedis agi deka ngemandakka hari ehhh.
Selamat Gawai Dayak nuju kita semua.
Aki Gerubi,
She deserved a glowing respectable tribute as described.
She was your Pillar, support, cushion & pillow in your darkest hour ! To others,(allow me to phrase it like this) at that time, it seem she was merely being used & abused by you...to release your penned up fury, sorrow & frustration at every imaginable adversary then. BUT to me, ever so rational, it was entirely HER own Choice to be always beside you, when you needed it most. Period.
There was no question of either ones dignity being at stake & nor should it be made to be or even implied as such, more so today.
Having Decided or Fated to be what you are today, it is the best that could possibly came out from your association with her and vice versa. Always remember that we are what we are...Decided or Fated, by Option or Design. Both parties gained, from the experience gathered together ; be it through laughter, pleasure, pain or sorrow. It does harden and sharpen you up, emotionally or mentally. It created you to be what you are, Today !
It was a lesson learned too for it is always those failure, pain and sorrow, just like the mirror, that constantly remind you who you are, that is, we are human after all. Remember too, Failure, Calamities, Pain and Sorrow always brings the Best out of anyone who have wisely learned their lesson, positively and with confidence !
You go Your way, she goes Hers, both fully prepared for the harsh realities of this World. You end up being what YOU are now and she end up being what she is now too. The measure of success is after all human conjectures, highly subjective, debatable and open to multiple degree of interpretation.
Therefore you both are successful, no doubt about it, in both your own special unique ways......
by looking at it as having learnt & experienced the feeling of being both the conqueror and the conquered, if you may call it that, either way and/or vice versa.
Having said that and knowing you well enough, I do believe you certainly still feel "a wee-bit of a tingling sad-sympathetic-regretful feeling" towards her. Not so much for not marrying her, but more towards her for not really knowing WHO & WHAT YOU ARE right now,..and (if I may add)...wish she could share and claim at least the good part of WHAT (Not so much WHO) you really are now !
Well, the past has passed but we never know what tomorrow brings. Just keep in mind that the past do sometimes have a strange way of keeping up with the present. Whatever it shall be, for now I salute you for being a gentleman as you are, by recognizing and acknowledging HER enormous contribution towards building you up as being what and who YOU are.
Serious sounding stuff today, huh....but its done in good faith & with the best of intention, as true good old real friend......
Naka tu meh dulu...gotto go...
Joe,
Selamat Gawai Dayak nuju kita menyanak and sebilik, first and foremost.
Thank you very much for being a gentleman kaban. Nya meh kaban, siku anak mensia ti endang aku saguka sampai seput padam laban pemesai reti iya dalam pejalai pengidup enggau pemansang diri. If there's ever anything I could give back, I would without any hesitation. Nya meh kaban, rather unfair mega enti enda nyebut and enda truly appreciate the company lebuh maya kitai enda nemu utai neh! Eh..kaban ni kitai nemu dudi hari, engka bisi bepansa berimbas bau neh alai mansutka terima kasih in person, something I did not get to do yesteryears kaban. Terima kasih for being empathetic at the same time. Enti nuan/kita bisi bepansa you are more than welcome enti deka ngenataika terima kasih for me.
Dini begawai? It won't be long endur alai aku nyenguk kin kaban. Ila duduk berani enggau cousin nuan Lisan dia deh.
Mupuk enda lama..ngabas telu ba tansang dulu ahhh hehehe.
Aki uji abas blog aku. Mayuh utai dah di ubah dia.. Ehehe.. Ngica ke lawa gik.
:p
Apu..lama endar berGawai Gerubituai tu.....nganti rita kati nuan nyambut Gawai... :)
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